You bring such a calm to the chaos in me

Monday, October 09, 2006

Come back :(

I really miss my grandpa. :'(






I think I'm getting sick too. And I'm not going home this weekend.

Saturday, October 07, 2006

10 people

10 PEOPLE
THE RULES :
- List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
- Don't say who they are, use people only once.
- You can do it too if you want.

1. You have been there for me through thick and thin and I don't know what I would do without you. I hate that we are so far apart right now. You know what I'm about to say before I say it and you can put me in my place if I'm being stupid. I miss you like crazy but it's just one more day being closer to spending some time with you, my BEST FRIEND.

2. You're 4 years younger than me, but I love you so much you don't even know. You keep me going day to day and keep me strong in my faith. You don't know this, but you are one of the things that keep me so focused on God. You're beautiful and you make me smile. I love you like a little sister and it hurts me to see you hurt. I miss you more than words can say.

3. You are also 4 years younger than me, and I'm blessed to have you as family. You are so mature beyond your years and I love you. You keep me focused on God as well. I love you so much and you deal with things so amazingly. You're strong with your beliefs and I'm so proud of your accomplishments. You are beautiful inside and out.

4. Even though I haven't known you that long, it feels like I've known you forever. You are such an amazing person and I look up to you. I make fun of you a lot, but it's all out of love. I love the fact that I can come talk to you about ANYTHING and not be afraid of what you'll say. I've opened up to you with so many things and I'm so thankful you've been there to listen. Even if you don't have much to say, you still listen. And what you do say is so helpful. I love you so much and I'm so thankful to have someone like you in my life.

5. I've known you since 6th grade when we started playing volleyball together. You have always been a strong girl of God and I admire you so much for that. Even if we haven't hung out for a while, when we do it's like we pick back up where we left off. You and your family are like a second family for me. It's stinky that you're all the way in Alabama, but I know when we come back for Christmas, we can share stories of our first semester and totally kick back and laugh. I love you so much and you're a hero in my eyes.

6. Ever since you knocked my tooth out in kindergarden, we've been best friends ever since. I can count on you for ANYTHING and I miss you like crazy. We've been through a lot together and have countless memories of us being stupid. We can be sitting at home with nothing do to and have the best time in the world. I can't wait till Thanksgiving. I love you.

7. My senior year of high school would have been dull without you. From after homecoming, to being harassed in economics, being gangster in english, and being ballers at powderpuff, you kept me sane. Even the summer before senior year we had the best time. You are a crazy crazy girl but I love you for it and I wish you weren't so good at soccer and weren't all the way in South Carolina!! Just kidding, I'm so happy for you, but I miss you like crazy.

8. You are so crazy and obnoxious but I love you! We make fun of each other more than half the time, but you ALWAYS have a way of making me laugh. But you're serious when you need to be...usually. Even when I totally dominated you during Spring Break, you still were all good about it and didn't TOTALLY get me back. You're so awesome and I love you!

9. I'm not gunna lie, when I first met you, I didn't think you would be cool. But oh was I wrong. You have the best band ever. You are so sarcastic that it ALWAYS makes me laugh. If you moved away I'd be so sad, you don't even know. You even have a way of getting through to some troubled teens...namely someone in my family...lots of people look up to you and I think that's cool. You're awesome and I'm glad you came here, so don't move, k?

10. I've only known you since summer semester of college, but you are my angel. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you. God provided you right when I needed it. I had been doubting God. Then He showed you to me. I love you so much and we've become such good friends so fast and I'm so thankful to have someone like you when I'm 5 hours away from everyone/everything I have known and loved for the past 17 years. I know our friendship will only get stronger and I can't wait to see what we do in the next 4 years!!

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Goodbye Physical Therapy!

Today, after walking ALL the way across campus, I switched my major. No more physical therapy for me. I've decided I want to be a Special Education Teacher. Yea, even though teachers don't make too much money, it doesn't bother me. It'd be such a rewarding job, in my opinion anyway.

I got the chance to go home this past weekend and it was simply amazing! I loved seeing everyone after a month. Going to the football game though was really weird. Just watching everyone walk by and stuff. I felt old for once. It was good giong to say hi to everyone :). And I got to see Erin which was goood. Brent messed up on some plans, but hey that's alright. I went to go see a really retarded movie Sunday before I left. The whole thing was in Chinese with English subtitles. Um if I wanted to read, I'd go buy a book. But I guess it was good with all the fighting and stuff. Chinese people can do really sweet things. I might be going home again the 13th-15th for MICS and MI's homecoming to see everyone all dressed up and stuff. It depends on how much school work and stuff I have to do, but we'll see. And then the 20th Jordan, Adam, Ashlyn, and my Aunt and Uncle are coming up here so that should be fun and there'll be the first home football game in like forever!!! YEAAA NOLES!

Well I've got some studying to do. Loveeeeee <3