happy easter!

I can't believe it's already easter! It never really hit me how important easter was. But, Jesus gave up His life for me and you. I know I don't deserve it, but I'm so thankful. I've been struggling with some stuff lately and I don't know if it's because graduation is in about a month, but man! I thought I knew what I wanted to do with my life as far as my career and stuff goes, but lately God has been pressing my heart with a few things. I wanted psychology. That changed to Physical Therapy, which changed to Occupational Therapy. And now, it's Ministry. Every time I go to pray or read the Bible, that comes to my mind. God has really been opening my eyes to that possibility. I wish I could fast forward and see what my life will be in 10 years. But I guess it's kind of exciting to not know what's coming...I mean I've known where I'm going to college since December but that doesn't mean I know what I want to do! Crazyness! I can't wait till Graduation. I'm so excited to have my closet friends and people that mean the world to me there watching me/graduating with me. I kind of wish that my dad would come or call me...I thought he'd actually want to see me graduate high school. I mean, I've gone this long without seeing him/talking to him, why would I ever think that this would be different? Oh well I guess, these things happen for a reason. One more thing before I go...I just really want to say thank you to Fayez and Jordan for helping me through some stuff dealing with family. Ya'll have been such a major help. Speaking of family...random i know :)...Matthew's allowed to be out in public without a mask on now!! And he might be able to go back to school before this year's over! I'm so happy! It's a total God thing! Well I hope everyone has an awesome easter! much love!